An actual song
It will be coming soon. Debut of a singing voice. All I need to do is record it, expect it sometime next week? Ill set that as the deadline, sometime next week.
SEA 4-7-12
It will be coming soon. Debut of a singing voice. All I need to do is record it, expect it sometime next week? Ill set that as the deadline, sometime next week.
SEA 4-7-12
I haven’t posted anything of my own in forever. I don’t think I have posted this but I have found it in my archives.
You’re running my heart dry
A heart attack to justify the worse
The skills you possess unwillingly took hold
A dark ring of gold
Your breaths so cold
Your ideas pain me
Getting the worse
What do I do?
Make a short stanza filled with unruly thought….
That’s what.
You’re an unfinished thought
An unruly idea
What have the gods told me?
What do they say?
“Ha ha, ha ha, you’re why I exist”
“Ha ha you’re why I feel”
The constant burning
A heart full of explosives
A beauty from the past.
You have me captive, a stranglehold
A disjunction eulogy.
SEA 3-12-12
—Foolish
The first track, “The Malkin Jewel” from the upcoming album Noctourniquet by The Mars Volta is now streaming in full HERE . Instant download when you Pre-order the album, out on March 27, 2012. Vinyl will be released on Rodriguez Lopez Productions - release date is to be announced.
oh god yes! oh god yes! oh god yes! oh god yes!
—Love Interruption
Is messing with my head.
The cat chases invisible insects around just to call out loudly for attention. We all know it’s intentions are only to get off on a quick hand job. Something all creatures love, the rise and fall of pleasure and hatred. It even sounds like a best selling book some psychiatrist decided to write for a quick buck. Hell, for all I know someones going to read this some time in life and decide to write it. Go for it, you wont regret it.
Isn’t it strange how one insignificant little thing that happens in your day ends up effecting your entire day? After hearing an Avett Brothers song on the way to what I guess you can call work, I had decided that they really knew how to bring up my mood with even their saddest songs. Later on I began to think about why those songs put me in that mood. Quite frankly, it was because it reminded me of people and the times I have had with them. These times do not exist any more and it is absolutely maddening.
There are only really three people in my entire life time I have genuinely loved. A family member, a friend, and a previous partner. I now only have one of them around at a constant rate. The fact that I can’t be with the others kills me inside. Yes, I have met new people and have friends but it’s very hard to replace even a friend from childhood, someone you grew with, someone you said you would live life with, be happy and support each other in whatever endeavors there may be.
To each of those people that I love, because I still do, just know you ultimately have a hug, high five, kiss, and respect from me always and, not to sound cheesy, but forever.
SEA 1-27-2012 3:46am
P.S I may be writing some stories or one continuous story on here, we shall see.